Just Another False Beauty

So you see me
Past this translucent mask
This peeling hatred burning within
Everyday that passes by
Every second I'm alive
Makes me more frustrated
Hoping one day I'll be strong enough
Strong enough to make the change
As I spend these lifetimes with you
These seasons ever changing
And like these seasons my heart changes
Going from on side to the other
These once intoxicating butterflies
Have evaporated into oblivion
Yet this boat this ever rowing machine
Shall continue to carry the strain and the grief
Of knowing what lies there
What will always lie there
In the darkest corner of the skeleton filled closet
Locked and hid behind that pale face
That never justified mask you call a face full of beauty

This Blood Won't Be Forgotten

Dear Romeo
Save Me From This Place
I'd Give Anything To Run With You
Don't Let Them Claim Us
Don't Put An End To Us
Don't Let Them Win
I'll Wait Every Night By My Window
To Hear You Call For Your Juliet
I'll Climb Down The Rose Bush
Just To Feel Your Arms
Wrapping Around Me
Ever So Gently
I'll Meet You At That Chapel
They Will Never Keep Me From You
This Poison I Will Drink
This Knife I Will Impale
Deep Into My Soul
For I Want To Spend Eternity
Next To You
Lay Me Down Ever So Softly
Next To Your Cold Body
With One Last Kiss
On Your Icey Lips
I Shall Meet You
In This Dream Of Infinity

Trigger A Memory Away

Rip Out My Heart
Take It On Your Journey
It's Only Known You
It Belongs to No Other
I'll Crumble Without You
For This Soul Has Wants No Other
This Empty Abyss
Crying Blood Streaked Face
Wondering Do You Think
If I'm Happy Or Horrid
Do I See Happy Visions
When I Dream At Night
Or Do I See These Demons
Whom I Can't Fight
Because I Am A Gladiator
With No Blade
No Shield
My Lifeline Has Left
The Antidote Has Gone
Sent Me To My Deathbed
This Infection
This Virus
This Image Of You
Will Only Begone One Way
One Trigger
The Trigger On My Finger
The Only Thing Stopping Me
Is Nothing
Watch As This China Doll Face
Makes One More Smile
While Looking Down
A Smoking Barrel

A Life Is A Fragile Thing

On My Knees Drowning In Pain
As You Spew These Lies
Like Acid Rain

Her Heart
Has Shattered
Her Face
Bruised And Battered

Her Hopes Of Living
Have Disappeared
This Fate
It's Become Quite Clear

Thrown To The Floor
This Confrontation
Your Grasp On Her Throat
Causes Suffocation

In Her Dying Breath
She Prays For Her Whole
You Can Take Her Body
But You Can't Have Her Soul
Do You Feel Better
Having Taken Her Life
Now Live Forever
As She Haunts Your Mind

The Saving Sketch

She Was Used
She Was Abused
Never Having Anything Good
She Became A Crumpled Piece Of Paper
Laying On The Ground
In A Dusty Corner
When A Boy Found It
Took It To His Desk
Uncreased It The Best He Could
He Took Out A Pencil
With It He Drew Upon Her
To You A Sketch
To Them A Masterpiece
With Two Simple Words
Pinky Promise

Strangers Grasping Faith

Ran Away From Home
From All The Pain And Suffering
She Came To A Bridge
Standing On The Edge
Wanting To Defy Even Gravity
Turning To Walk Away
She Slips
Only To Meet This Stranger
He Held Her Hand
Sorrow In His Eyes
He Could Not Come
To Let Such Beauty Die
Hold On He Calls
Tears Fill Her Eyes
His Grasp Tight
Yet She Continues To Slip
She's Falling Once More
He Jumped With Her
Wings Forming From His Back
He Caught Her
Once Again He Saving Her
Holding Her Close
He Flew To The Bridge
Setting Her Down
He Rose Back Towards The Sky
With One Last Goodbye
These Words Fell From His Lips
Thy Soul I Shall Protect
Thy Inner Demons I Shall Vanquish
For I Am Thy Guardian
Thy Angel

Bottle At The Bottom Of The Sea

All You'll Ever See
Is This Empty Smile
Glass Overed Eyes
A Soul With No Song
The Big Secret
There's This Burdan
It's Twisting It's Coils
Throughout This Body Of Hers
Suffocating From The Inside
Consuming Every Breath She Takes
This Rage
This Sorrow
This Grief
These Haunting Images
Only Thing She Ever Regrets
Is Not Shooting You
When She Had The Chance

Even Angels Fall

Your Words Bring Sin

Upon This Angel's Wings
Her White Light
Is Slowly Darkening
Your Pulling Her Slowly
Ever So Softly
Into Your Seven Rings Of Brutality
From a Lustful Kiss
To This Envy Mist
With A Slothful Twist
Comes This Prideful Bliss
Another Gluttoness Abyss
With A Greedy Assist
Comes This Wrathful Wish
She Is Now Tainted
Ever So Harshly
Her Wings Have Become Twisted
Forming Darkened Bones
For She Has Fallen

Dig A Grave Of Memories

You Could Fill A Cemetary
With These Memories That Haunt Me
All These Faces
Like Mosaleum Statues
All These Scars
Like Engraved Tombstones
All These Voids
Like Empty Graves
All These Tears Running Down My Face
Like Rain Drops On These Concencrated Grounds
All These Flashbacks
Like Rooted Weeping Willows
You Could Fill A Cemetary
With These Memories That Haunt Me

A Shattered Illusion

That Devil Tongue

Those Lies You Fed Me
That Prize Winning Smile
I Had The Illusion In My Head
White Picket Fence
Stepford Dreams
One Arguement
One Little Fight
Led To A Push
There Went The Happy Home
The Cute Little Rose Garden
With Every Bruise
With Every Tear I Shed
That Prize Winning Smile
Turned Into A Sadistic Grin
With One Last Night
That Fight Led To My Brokenness
That Hospital Bed
Felt So Cold
I Was Distant From Reality
Will It Ever come Back

Questioning Fairys And Tales

Where Is My Glass Slipper?

Where Is My Beast?
Where Is My Apple?
Where Is My Shipwrecked Prince?
Where Is My Endless Sleep?
Where Is My Streetrat?
Where Is My Drumbeat?
Where Is My Helpless General?
Where Is My Rabbit Hole?
Where Is My Never Never Land?
Where Is My Fairy Tale?

Brutality

Pure Suffocation
No Ventalation
This Confrontation
Brought Pure Annilation
Obliteration
Mutilation
The Train Derailed
My Heart Impaled
The Fire Sought Me
The Flames Caught Me
My Mind They Overpowered
My Soul They Devoured
Tear Stained Face
China Doll In Her Case
Bleeding Heart On The Floor
It's The Face You Adore

Spiral Staircase To Insanity

She's In A Downward Spiral

Never Stopping Nor Slowing
Tears Streak Her Face
Filled With Angony Regret Fear Grieving
She's Falling Ever So Harshly
She Hits The Bottom
Looks Up With A Grin
Brushes Herself Off Ever So Calmly
You Call Out To Her Try To Reach Her
But It's A Bit Late
That Laugh She's Now Giggling
That Horrificly Blank Stare She's Giving
Why She's Gone Insane